good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty,
handsome, what-have-you…
the right person is still going to think the sun shines out of your ass.
that was from juno, remember? well i couldn’t have said it any better. i’m really thankful i have found some amazing people in my life that take me for who i am. i’m trying to learn to do the same.
i love you for loving me.
8:31 pm • 23 November 2009
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ok so a while back i said something about how beyonce’s new album (which is old now) sucked and you know what? it doesnt suck, so i apologize to her for saying that because lately she is all i have been listening to. not really but you know, i don’t mind her music one bit.
that being said, i just saw someone post a shirt on my dashboard that said, “life is too short to be listening to bad music.” well, i just think that is the silliest shirt that someone could want to buy and wear in public. i mean, who are you to determine if a song is good or bad? it could be so annoying at first i bet but then you hear it again and you could be like, “oh shit this song is phat!” or whatever. i mean you could absolutely hate a song yet have a best friend, a boyfriend, or a parent that absolutely loves it. so what are you gonna do? hate them for jamming to a song that you find unbearable? i mean c’mon. take a chill pill. life is not too short to listen to “bad” music. it’s whatever you know. like it, love it, hate it. take it or leave it. it’s just music. but it goes for everything else as well. you can’t judge food, books, clothes, etc, i mean everyone is different and everyone likes different things. there is no such thing as bad, unless it’s bad morally.
at any rate, i had a dream last night that i had the opportunity to purchase this american bulldog puppy for $150! if you don’t know, that is one cheap american bulldog because usually they are like $400. anyways i really wanted to buy her but in my dream everyone was saying don’t because i am so busy with school and work that i didn’t have time to take care of a puppy. so i didn’t. but it’s true, i really don’t have time for a puppy at all this semester. i just really want one, that’s all. i would name him/her, “Bruce”.
speaking of work and school, i just recently got a job at my university. what i do? well alls you gotta know is that i work in a laboratory and conduct experiments that the professor/scientist/researcher guy tells me to do. it is somewhere along the lines of plant virology and novel biotechnology techniques. it’s pretty cool really, he has his own artificial garden where we grow a bunch of plants and then later inject them with viruses and see what happens to them. and speaking of school, school is tough but i think it’s getting easier just because it’s my last year and i just want to finish. i found out i only need 3 more classes left in order to graduate and get my bachelor’s of science. isn’t that crazy. i just turned 21 and now i’m graduating from college. how my life is moving so fast, i don’t know. but hey, can’t fight time.
since football season started, i have found that i absolutely love football. i love watching it on the big screen with the boyzzz and just being around other people who love football, football food, and booze. except i hate beer. but it’s ok.
on a more serious note, maybe you’re past your 20’s or in your 20’s or even still a teenager, but, i just can’t seem to figure out the person that i am or will become. maybe it’s like an early mid-life crisis or something but a year ago from now i was completely a different girl then who i am now. and even 3 years ago i was extremely the opposite girl. from the way i dress, the music i listen to, the people i hang out with, the boys i fall for, and the places i go and the hobbies i have…they are so interchanging. i mean i know i am indecisive about almost everything, i just worry that i will never be happy with the person that i am. as in, finding the real me. i mean i keep thinking this person is the real me yet i am always changing 12 months later. could it just be that i am still too young to really know what life is all about? could be. i guess figuring it out too soon wouldn’t be good either. i mean no one wants to grow up anyways.
7:05 pm • 8 November 2009